好累好累啊啊啊啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
自从上星期六, 玩得太累不够睡..结果现在可好啦….每天做工都打瞌睡 
要补都补不回了啦. 我也觉得自己太差尽了, 每天都要睡足八小时…只要一天不够睡, 那就惨了…. 眼睛会象熊猫一样!
今天更糟糕, 竟然胃痛…本来打算五点多就要回啦..结果还有东西想做…不知不觉做到六点多…那时肚子已快饿扁了..
整知回到家 b@y b@y又要我抱抱哦…唉…..一抱就抱了他整小时….过后才冲凉吃点东西..真的是痛死我了…我的妈呀!!!
我喜欢阿杜的一首歌唱 – 他一定很爱你….
那天和同事们一起去唱k, 其中一个同事唱了这首歌…表情十足…哈哈…翻版阿杜!!
虽然是一首蛮悲伤的歌曲…但我总觉得很有意义…既然他那么爱你, 我会默默的祝福你们..喜欢一个人未必要拥有他. 只要他过得幸福快乐…我想你的心里也会很开心…他总算找到一个可靠的终身伴侣…
他一定很爱他…..所以我选择放手…等待一个无结局的爱情是多么的愚笨!!!!!!! 曾经有位朋友告诉我, 单恋是痛苦的. 所以你千万别单恋哦… 哈哈..只觉得有些东西并不在与我们控制中…爱情很旋…喜欢上一个人根本说不出理由…说放手就放手并不是我的做风…哈哈..所以千万别'拿手', 否则 拿得起, 放不下….
吓死我了!!!!!!吓死我了!!!!!!
今早七点就醒了. 一醒来, 第一件事就是去看b@y b@y…这几天他都咳嗽. 刚开始我还以为他啃到鱼骨..因为那天爸爸有给他吃鱼…但咳了一天又一天..今天应该第四天了..咳嗽也变本加厉了…
我泡了杯牛奶给他当早餐..当我走近他屋子时, 发现他躺在那儿不动!! 平时他看到我就会马上向我撒娇..但今天他却躺在那儿不动. 心吓得快要停止跳动了, 我一直叫他b@y b@y…b@y b@y…最后他终于试着站起来…顿时心里好疼. 他连牛奶也不喝..只是用很累很累的眼神看着我..眼睛也半张开…
心里想, 今天一定要带他去看医生了, 不可以等到明天了…死鬼弟弟七早八早就驾我的车出去了…只剩姐姐的车. 我又驾不惯(因为脚不够长..哈哈)…硬着头皮叫爸爸陪我去…只见b@y b@y 乖乖的躺在爸爸的脚上…慢慢的睡着了…我真担心那兽医没开咧…果然不出所料, 去了两间两间都没开…真的是急死我了…突然想到'see mei', 连忙打电话给他…跟他拿Gill的电话…想问今天有没有开…拿了电话就立刻打去, 那时已接近十一点半了, 那护士竟然跟我说十二就关了..那时又再次的飞车, 还好到那边时才十一点九….
b@y b@y 看到医生就象见鬼一样..哈哈…一直躲在我怀里…真象我咧…我也是很怕看医生..除非快病死了才会去看…哈哈…我长酱大, 每次都是爸爸带我去看医生的哦..哈哈
医生说b@y b@y 是咳嗽, 像我们一样….所以大约一个星期才能完全康复…b@y b@y 的眼睛也敏感, 如果没顾好可能会瞎呢..真担心…现在医生只给他药擦, 如果不能好的话可能需要动小手术… 下星期还要带他去检查呢…
一到家, 就泡杯'美绿' 给他…然后喂他吃药…可能他也很累了吧..吃完药他就睡着了..他睡着的样子真甜, 真可爱…
到了晚餐时间, 又喂他吃药..他好可爱咧…竟然在 那边撒娇..哈哈… 看着他, 所有不开心的事都抛得远远的…
b@y b@y 我爱你…我很爱很爱你…爱死你了…………
表面上, 每个正常的人都只有一颗心…但事实上是有几个呢?
所谓的花心, 分心, 不专心…有什么定义呢?
一个人同时间可以喜欢上很多人称为花心….一个人同时间可以做很多东西称为分心…… 一个人不能专注称为不专心….
唉….一个人到底可以喜欢上几个人啊? 真奇怪咧…朋友说当一个人还是单身时, 他可以追求他心中的对象. 他可以为他心中的对象而付出..若他心里有两个对象呢? 不算花心吗??
两个月前, 他可以对一个女生很体贴很呵护 ….今天他又可以对另一个女生体贴和呵护…..这是什么道理啊? 真的把我弄得乱七八糟…这不叫花心吗??还是对女子好是他的专长啊? 对他真的是有点反感咧…
我们的心真的能在短时间喜欢或不喜欢一个人吗? 若是酱的话, 那启不是很没有安全感咯!!!
今天天气好凉爽…好久好久没这种感觉了..
炎热的天气也会使他人的脾气暴燥…像今天的天气, 使我冷静了许多..
回想起以前的事情..就像才刚发生不久.原本以为自己已变成没感觉的人了…直到昨天看了一部戏, 突然发现到我好像被软化了. 虽然我不知道为什么?也不知道被什么软化了…只知道我终于懂得流泪了..是打从心里被感动而流泪..才发现到, 我以把爱转为恨, 现在终于把恨转为………
五年前, 我伤得好深,也是我酱大以来最伤心的一次..那时候我真的体会到什么是 '心痛'..大哭一场后, 我告诉我自己, 从今天起我绝不容许自己落泪…近年来, 我都做到了. 无论多悲哀的戏剧, 无论面对多痛苦的事, 我都没落泪! 因为我觉得这些事都不足以五年前的痛!
虽然人家常说哭是女子的'特权'! 哈哈… 对我来说并不是… 可能我朋友说得对, 我像牛一样! 对于我所做的决定从不改变..就算失败, 我会心服口服…但告诉你吧, 我不会打不胜的战! 要就做得最好不然最好别做!
所以我从来都不会逼我自己做我不想做的事! 可能身边的人都觉得我难免会任性, 霸道….但我还是那句话, 我只想做我自己…目前并没有人改变得了我…
送你们一句话….
遇到曾经恨过的人時要微笑向他打招呼…..因為他让你更加坚强 ..
Share with you another one…
Smack That
I see the one
cuz she be that lady
** (Repeat)I feel you creepin', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore,
smack that, oooh.
Up front style. Ready to attack now.
Pull in the parking lot slow with the lack down.
Convicts got the whole thing packed down.
Step in the club. The wardrobe intact now.
I feel it. Go on and crack now.
Ooh, I see it. Don't let back now.
Im'a call her. Then I put the mack down.
Money? No problem. Pocket full of that now.
**
Ooh! Looks like another club banger.
They better hang on.
When I throw this thang on.
Get a little drink on. They goin' flip.
[ Smack That lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
For this Akon shit. You can bank on it.
Pedicure, manicure, kitty cat claws.
The way she climbs up and down them poles.
Lookin' like one of them Pretty Cat Dolls.
Tryna hold my woody back through my drawers.
Steps off stage, didn't think I saw her.
Creeps up behind me and she's like, you're -
I'm like, yeah I know, let's cut to the chase.
No time to waste. Back to my place.
Plus from the club to the crib's like a mile away.
Or more like a palace, shall I say.
And plus I got a pal. Every gal is game.
In fact he's the one singing the song that's playing!
(Akon!)
**
Eminem's rollin', D an' them rollin'.
Boo an' Oh Marvelous an' them rollin'.
Women just hoin'.
Big booty rollin'.
Soon I be all in them an' throwin D.
Hittin' no less than 3.
Block will style like wee, wee.
Girl, I can tell you want me, 'cause lately.
**
Akon Feat. Eminem – Smack That (Dirty)
I like him so much…not because of his outlook.But is his sexy voice 
i like this song so muchhhhh….it is meaningful for me as well! Let share with u all …
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
[ Dont Matter lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true(Ain't true)
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Akon – Don't Matter
今天一个人好无聊哦…
大约三点多就到Queens Bay去剪头发…想把一切的烦恼或不开心的事都剪掉…可能今天是星期六吧所以特别多人..大约等了两小时才轮到我咧! 真的是等到要睡…
结果就叫理发师把头发剪短..过后就一个人在哪儿逛逛.. 原来一个人逛街也是瞒enjoy的..想走哪就走, 想进哪一间店就进! 我还一口气买了两双鞋呢..呵呵
现在可好咯, 破产咯!! 哈哈..但无所胃咯, 我很喜欢那两双鞋! 所以是值得的
他终于完全康复了…过着正常人的生活..虽然还要吃药来补会体力,但健康方面算不错了..
心里的大石终于可以放下了..
今天, 朋友又提醒我一个道理. 那就是同情和爱情的分别…想了很久, 才发现到我对他是朋友间的同情并不是爱情. ..看到他痛苦时我也会痛苦…看到他过着快乐的生活时我也会替他高兴…但这并不代表爱啊! 除了担心他的健康, 我想没其他可让我担心了…我朋友说, 对一个你认识的人就算他出事了, 你也会担心啊!! 这是人之常情..不要把同情和爱情混乱了! 可能我自己也不懂什么是爱. 所以所有的事情都搞扎啦!
无论如何, 我只希望他过得比以前更好..他永远都会是我的好友…
你发觉到了吗?
爱的感觉, 总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜,
总觉得多一个人陪, 多一个人帮你分担,
你终于不再孤单了,
至少有一个人想着你, 念着你, 不论做什么事情,
只要能一起, 就是好的…
但是慢慢的, 随着彼此的认识愈深,
你开始发现了对方的缺点,
于是, 问题一个接一个的发生,
你开始烦, 累, 甚至想要逃避,
有人说爱情就像在捡石头,
总想到捡到一个适合自己的,
但是你又如何知道自己何时捡到呢?
他适合你, 那你又适合他吗?
爱情就像磨石子一样,
或许刚捡到的时候, 并不是很满意….
但只要你有心, 有勇气,
与其到处去捡未知的石头,
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮, 不是吗?
很多人以为是因为感情淡了, 所以才会变得懒惰,
错!
其实是人先被懒惰征服, 所以感情才会变淡的..
其实爱, 恨往往只是在我们的一念之间!
很多事可能只是在于你的心境的转变罢了! 懂了吗?
当你爱一个人的时候, 爱到八分绝对刚刚好.
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分, 剩下两三分用来爱自己.
如果你还继续爱得更多, 很可能会给对方沉重的压力.
让彼此喘不过气来, 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣.
所以,
喝酒不要超过六分醉,
吃饭 不要超过六分饱,
爱一个人不要超过八分….
